madisons

Concerns about a life. That's what I would round up my part-time-present life as. I want to run and hide and I know the perfect getaway where no-one would find me and I'd die alone. But that's just miserable. I'm on a lovely diet and I think I've gained about half a ton since I started yesterday. Life just doesn't go my way at the moment. I feel like a stick in a hippos skin. I'm just not ment or used to be - fat. Bad day bad mood bad temper. Bad weather and oh so stressed.